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I want to escape from Pouet.

It's not good for my health but then again I ask for it more and more. There is a very weird connection between me and Pouet or between me and the sceners. Or I am just trying to challenge myself :(

I tried once but returned back after one week or less. I want to dissapear from Pouet but I know that I wll never manage it. My personality (or my egoism) is connected to everything in here and the scene and it will never stop till it prooves something or reaches a point..

Perhaps I have to push my fantasy in real life a bit further in order to give answers as I am doing it with programming. A wild idea just flashed into my mind, however I have to think of something diferrent. I don't think I will get the time to meditate slowly on the problem. Perhaps there is no problem really, just the fact that we are locked in this reality..

Nevertheless, I want to escape from Pouet.

And I don't want to dissapear anymore in order to proove anything to anyone. I think that's one part of one of my many problems, personality, egoism, stuborn, capricornism, asshole, close-mindness, whatever..

But who cares :P

I don't want to just dissapear. I want to dissapear and win at the same time. Or to win in any case I return back again! Call it egoism, I admit it..

And there are more. But I just remembered another dark plan of mine. Perhaps this will help me to dissapear and never feel inferior again but independent and marginal. Perhaps this will continue lameness though. I don't have anything to loose..

I will be here tomorrow challenging you (or myownself :P)

Sniff ;(

Actually don't help. Why did I said "Please help?". Just another random thing that came. I hate not being my main role at times. Nevertheless, I am too egoistic to admit that any of your plain easy sollutions saved my day while I was searching like an asshole for years. So,. I will quit now and continue searching alone..

SHUT THE FUCK UP!

Suicide is a solution!

Through early moring fog I see
Vision's of the things to be
The pains that are with held for me
I realise and I can see

That suicide is painless
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please

The game of life is hard to play
Gonna to lose it anyway
The losing card I'll someday lay
So this is all I have to say

Optimus has left the bulding!

Optimus : make a demo, a very good demo
you'll see it takes so much time, and you'll have no time for pouët anymore

Optimus: Get professional help. But probably your false sense of pride does not allow this.

you wanted to escape before, didnt you?

Life is like the Matrix. We plug into an artificial world to escape from the Desert of the Real. In the Matrix, many wanted to escape because they knew their world was false. They could not, however, because the illusion was too real. Someone else needed to pull the plug and release them.

Optimus, you know that the world you live in is false. You know that pouet is just an illusion. Still, you cannot escape. You need that magic telephone call that will set you free. Your message today sounds like, "Operator, get me out! Where is the nearest exit?"

Who will answer? Someone trapped in the pouet Matrix like yourself? No, your answer must come from the Real World. Someone out there must pull the plug.

omg everything just started looking like alien green and black characters now!

There is no connection between us and Pouet, except that we are fucking stupid addicts and don't even realize this. I think we believe it to be normal... any reason why it shouldn't be?

And if you really want to escape, listen to MRI and go into reliegion. Or marry. But if you're an Eunuch, you have no choice other than go to the monastery.

I guess you feel connected to pouet because people actually listen to you sometimes and in some way you're standing out on this site.
So I'll ignore optimus postings from now on and don't react to them any longer.
Last thing: optimus: you really shouldnt waste your time with pouet all day long. just do something else.

stop whining.

be a man.

;)

tune in, turn on, post out

Just don't go online for a while, and don't post on Pouet.
Go outside and walk around instead of going to that Internet cafe.
You know... I mean, there must be something to see in Greece. People around here go there for semesters abroad after all.

^^

Just decide not to. It might take a bit of willpower, but just don't. Find something else to do, like read a book or go to a party or try to make friends or something. Living on the Net is not worth it.

Ach die Optimus is volgens mij gewoon een of andere kerel die bizar snel kan typen, hier elke dag een kwartiertje binnenkomt en ff de halve site onderkalkt met wat random pseudo-psychische problemen, en zich vervolgens de ziekte lacht als er nog mensen serieus op ingaan ook. Of wellicht heeft ie een generator voor onzinberichten gecode't ofzo en is Pouet z'n bugtest area.

get another hobby like shooting up heroin.

Crusader: Optimus happens to live in a tiny University town in Germany at the moment. They maybe have a disco there or something, but Optimus is too big to fit in there.

<evil>how about just changing his password to pouet? :D</evil>

ik denk dat je gelijk heb havoc

but, i'd miss optimus when he'd leave, pouet would be fucking boring without him. So don't worry optimus! keep on posting! we loooooove you!

Indeed Okkie! We all want to be like Optimus when we grow up!

btw, heroin is SO passe