I am bored.
category: general [glöplog]
Well, make some demo for the CPC. If you don't have enough ideas kick ass with conversions from PC demos like AEG did two times and won competitions with them. Make your own winning demo.
go out and steal a car
I have a deviantart journal (http://optimus6128.deviantart.com) and I do explain my boredom.
Well, yes. I could sit back and do some stuff. I am too unmotivated for 8bits, so perhaps I will do something on PC, because I also want to learn something modern for a job.
Actually, I could put my anxiety with life in a nutshell.
It's not really boredom, but anxiety. Being bored to be under constant anxiety and struggle..
Now I am thinking it, the nicest would be to just do my creative fun on the PC, eat nice food and forget about girlfriends. But then again, I can't do my stuff on PC because of my mother shouting me about exams, so I have abandoned it and went away on the city, where I can't do anything else, except of internet cafe, more eating or pretending to study. Or I can go out with some friends but then again I think back of creative stuff I want to implement.
In few words, yes: If I didn't had so annoying parents and didn't care myself about stuff, I would have a very nice life. Everything would come up naturally and my life would be eating good food and coding (and drinking and taking drugs too). But I would have fun and I would be content with that. And I would be so content that my scene position would not be 90% Pouet, but 90% creating cool demos.
But I can't cause real life, parents, bad feelings, "Ok, you will do stuff on computer, but first get independent so that you have the freedom to do them. But will I then have the freedom or will I have to work?".
Fcuk
Well, yes. I could sit back and do some stuff. I am too unmotivated for 8bits, so perhaps I will do something on PC, because I also want to learn something modern for a job.
Actually, I could put my anxiety with life in a nutshell.
It's not really boredom, but anxiety. Being bored to be under constant anxiety and struggle..
Now I am thinking it, the nicest would be to just do my creative fun on the PC, eat nice food and forget about girlfriends. But then again, I can't do my stuff on PC because of my mother shouting me about exams, so I have abandoned it and went away on the city, where I can't do anything else, except of internet cafe, more eating or pretending to study. Or I can go out with some friends but then again I think back of creative stuff I want to implement.
In few words, yes: If I didn't had so annoying parents and didn't care myself about stuff, I would have a very nice life. Everything would come up naturally and my life would be eating good food and coding (and drinking and taking drugs too). But I would have fun and I would be content with that. And I would be so content that my scene position would not be 90% Pouet, but 90% creating cool demos.
But I can't cause real life, parents, bad feelings, "Ok, you will do stuff on computer, but first get independent so that you have the freedom to do them. But will I then have the freedom or will I have to work?".
Fcuk
It's not a nutshell but that doesn't mean that I am confused.
I know the problem as clear as ever but the problem now is a dead end. Perhaps I have to NOT do for a little my creative stuff in order to get away, but then again I do want to do something else I am bored. Or is the problem not clear?
It is, it is, it is..
Fcuk
I know the problem as clear as ever but the problem now is a dead end. Perhaps I have to NOT do for a little my creative stuff in order to get away, but then again I do want to do something else I am bored. Or is the problem not clear?
It is, it is, it is..
Fcuk
go code.
That's the word.
But I guess I am afraid. Wish my life allowed this..
But I guess I am afraid. Wish my life allowed this..
/me just goes pale, screams something like "HE'S BAAAAAACK!!!!" and runs away
a perfect moment to start using the attentionwhore script.
Well, fcuk this!
Who kares? As I'd know who watches me or who not... ;P
AWscript teh sax!!!
AWscript teh sax!!!
holy shit
I thought he said 'I wish my WIFE allowed this.'
I thought he said 'I wish my WIFE allowed this.'
what has French Connection United Kingdom to do with this?
yes, optimus is the quintessential attention whore, but honestly, even if every single user was filtering him out, i think he would still be posting. someone please give this man a job.
study, pass your exams and then code
there's time for everything in life
there's time for everything in life
I am living in a myth I guess..
you're living in greece does not make you an instant myth sir :)
i heard optimus is an urban myth..
oh crap, my 'you're' should ofcourse have been 'your' anyway..
'you're not a myth.. you're a bloody mess, that's what you are!!!'
(c) 1996 Eddie Izzard 'Glorious'
'you're not a myth.. you're a bloody mess, that's what you are!!!'
(c) 1996 Eddie Izzard 'Glorious'