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fuck it, i give up, it seems pouet is filled with miserable, whining slobs.

I'm fat, but i stay like that even if i don't eat anything. It gets better only if i'm happy. And i *was* for one week in my life, in which i lost 6 kilos. But unless i'm happy, it turns out best to do daily sports and eat at main meals without limitation so that no temptation to eat anything in between appears. But 2 years ago, i have given up sports, and i have a hard time finding into it now. I start by playing Beat-Em-Ups on a DDR Dancemat. ;)

I don't wear glasses at all, i can type blindly. Although i have severe problems with debugging. As for girls, it is probably advantageos not to see them too well.

Some consider me boring, but some consider me funny. Many people find sitcoms boring, but i think i'm more imaginative and funny than that, when i feel good. See paragraph one, this almost never happens. And if i would just memorize something, i'd make worse impression than Droopy the dog. Or Garfield.

This all doesn't help in the long run. The only one i could fish was DiamonDie at Breakpoint. ;) I was also approved punch-and-elecroshock-resistant by a torture girl and so on. This all doesn't help.

-- a smaller Optimus sibling :>

okkie: there's nothing that you can do about it. But your sister an. ;) or better hundreds thereof. ;>

I don't have a sister like that, but I agree about life being totally awesome. I live in California where the weather is perfect all year long. Just the other day, I went to study for my final exams by the pool. The weather was warm, the breeze was cool, and there was plenty of beauty swimming in the water.

I go to a good university with top-notch professors, I have lots of friends, and my family is absolutely wonderful. Plus, I have a fun and challenging hobby: the demoscene. I belong to a young group with lots of potential, the three prods I have released with them have been well-recieved. One even earned 3rd place in a compo!

So, quit whining! I have just as much to complain about as anyone else, but I chose not to focus on it. Life is what you make of it, and I think that mine is awesome!

i once thought life sucked, until i downloaded "fruhlingsgefuhle" by das modul. since then i've never been sad at all. really, try it out!

I give you an advice, this one for free:
about now, when the weather gets warm enough trash your computer. no matter how you do it, you might blow'em with a faulty power supply, kick it into pieces, headbutt your monitor, or anything, but remove the temptation of sitting in front of it like a zombie while the world outside is much cooler than any vr inside.
And when it again gets colder buy a new one.
Why is it good for you?
1. You'll have a great summer with plethora of free time.
2. You'll have a better machine at the end of the year, as you won't be able to purchase the same outdated shit... :)

The good doctor prescribes : don't spend your time staying in looking for love in all the wrong places ...

get a job or finish your study and life will smile on you too

(Jesus action figure sold seperately)

PS: all through Europe the "fruhlingsgefuhle" should be kicking in the coming weeks, no matter what ...

Okkie: Do you think she'll want to pose for my next Breakpoint gfx entry "Me and Okkie's Sister"?

Gammawave: What if you're already perfect and life still gives you a bad deal?

wade: hahahaha, i guess she would :)

I have just bought a new computer 2 weeks ago. After having worked on 1997/98 machines with minor upgrade for all this time, NO. I really enjoy the difference. Besides, even if i would trash it, i still have that tiny little JVC thingy which i always carry with me. ;) And then i also have all of these 1998 parts around.

And no, i don't spend too much time with it (as seen on complete absence of releases from me, which is not good for my self-opinion either). I enjoy the Alps right near which i live and photography. I'm looking into getting my health back to the point where i could go wandering in the Alps for ~10 hours without a break and bring 100s of wonderful photos back home... The city where i live is the one with Germany's most famous discos including P1. And i know the right girls to get me in. Some wonderfully crowded bars - Sausalitos is my personal tipp. A lot of same-aged lonely people here. Optimal for me. Alongside Isar, the river, there is a park with a bicycle paths. If the weather is good, there are also some nudist girls there, on the beach and on the meadows. I'm studying in the best university around, and though it is somewhat hard, the environment is friendlyand i could likely make it. Like, wonderful. It's just that for a heavy personal reason i 2 years ago declared that my life is *over*. I actually was dating one girl for a few weeks (which meant 400 Eur more monthly expense than usual!), but i didn't enjoy it, since i was thinking of another one. Eactly that - thinking and remembering - takes up my all free time and doesn't let me do anything or think of anything else. And i can hide of it better behind a computer than anywhere else.

it doesnt seem like you're hiding it much to me ;)

YEAH, I THINK KOBUTOR IS TEH BEST; FUCK TEHE REZT

Optimus:

btw, it's quite sad to see my 'lighter topic' thread ending up with stfu pictures..

pouet is a sad place....

Okkie: YOU dare insulting Erik Estrada once more! What can be lighter than this? :)

Hier dan maar een vrolijk plaatje:

did i insult estrada before then? :)

Okkie: using too much flash to make face contrast low is a wellknown photographer's trick :p

Wade: THAT would be great (again) for sure! :))

looks like Mr. T is trollin' for colon as usual :P

zest: my photograph skills are the leetest, my sister is just not very pretty.. so we used some trickery..

hehe Okkie i don't believe you, you overestimate your photographer talent, indeed is your sister pretty :p so bring her to breakpoint ;)

Sorry Zest, i don't think my sister will come to breakpoint, but maybe by niece will.....

by = my ofcourse