Maybe I am not emo enough.
category: general [glöplog]
Ok, just because someone wondered, I was burning my mind with those industrial/ebm sounds which is something new and unique for me and recently I found an online radio station on the genre called Digital Gunfire. I listened to it and later I decided to create an account in the forums and write few messages. I wrote 2-3 messages with small data (really small for my case) and not offensive or crazy posts. Today, the posts and my account were not there (I recreated the last one but didn't post anything) like they dissapeared. It felt like they thought "Who is this newbie douche-emo? We don't like him! We are snobers.." but maybe I am wrong. Maybe they have encountered my lameness somewhere in Pouet or Deviantart and they recognised me as a troll so I should be instantly removed before I get crazy and do the same things there in DG. Even though I don't know, I should be more careful with alcohol and posting or bad mood and posting because oneday the whole Internet might ban me too (And the Internet 2 too).
Or maybe I wasn't emo enough (pixelized 256 color dithered digitminimarchy cacodemon from Pouet as avatar there).
I could ask them why or rewrite messages and ask why but this would make me more lamer. Ugh! Now my SSRIs help me to get over with it and shows me another view of the world. I should think about it. I can think about it..
Nah.
Or maybe I wasn't emo enough (pixelized 256 color dithered digitminimarchy cacodemon from Pouet as avatar there).
I could ask them why or rewrite messages and ask why but this would make me more lamer. Ugh! Now my SSRIs help me to get over with it and shows me another view of the world. I should think about it. I can think about it..
Nah.
Maybe your posts were "useless" instead of offensive. That'll get you banned in a lot of places.
I just got a flash which post could be a bit stupid or offensive. Seeing other people's posts though, I don't think I went 5% out of the extraordinary.
I am the real magic!
I am the real fart.
optimus, you still think too much about what other ppl think about you. stop that crap.
and if you write them, and they give you an answer you dont like give them a "ah yeah well fuck you, your face is stupid" back.
k? k!
and if you write them, and they give you an answer you dont like give them a "ah yeah well fuck you, your face is stupid" back.
k? k!
Iam sad for you! The world is threating you no good, its most unpleasant to see! I will let you join FAiRLiGHT AMIGA ONLY as support from a friend.
kind regards,
yours,
magic.
kind regards,
yours,
magic.
