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I was surprised but I was expecting it. I have said it before. Just a little message on the oneliner and you are all against me! As if I was writting a lot or open threads like this :P. If it wasn't Optimus who had posted this message, it wouldn't have got the same response. Fuck you?

As I didn't stop writting extremely on Pouet since that time. One little message on oneliner and perhaps one a couple of days ago. I am not active on Pouet anymore as I used to be. So, there wasn't any reason to be angry with me this time. And this made me angry yesterday and willing to write a response. But I didn't felt like that. You made me open this thread now. I could either say fuck you too or explain myself. Else, I would be feeling bad the rest of the day..

I was Preaching something, but forget that anymore! I have learned a lot from what I had to learn from Pouet. What does it mean? That I am still performing in any "not writting anything any message at all on the oneliner" compo, wtf? THESE TIMES ARE OVER. I just don't have much reasons to write at Pouet anymore. But in case like this, I have to write. And I am sad about this. As I felt injusticed by your words and I had to clear up things. As I don't have to clear up with myself..

It's not about getting a life, a girlfriend or a psychologist. It's about me and the scene. I have learned that I should be here. My trip in life wasn't wrong. I can't beleive that my connection to the scene is so egoistic and painfull, but I guess this was in the plan too. I have learned a lot of things and I have still enough to learn from this.

Which means that a peace of mine will still be here at Pouet, it will still be here in the scene, because something hurts me here and I have to clear it up. Unfortunatelly..

p.s. Because I am angry again. Now, look what have you done! You are so prejusticed about me, that even a little regular message and nothing else after many days, makes you think I crossed the borders again. While it's just a regular msg that everyone would have written. I didn't opened any threads, didn't monopolized the oneliner all those days, I just silently reviewed some prods and wrote less frequently than you. I was not doing anything that was supposed to annoy you. And do I get such response??? If you didn't wrote anything, tekno, I wouldn't have opened this thread. And life would flow peacefully without Optimus at Pouet. Blah :P

stop complaining and code a demo.

have a beer, code a demo (and stop feeling pity for your self, we sure don't).

What is this "Optimus-problem" all about?
Is he a master spammer or someting evil?

no, he thinks Pouet and the scene is his life...

Optimus is so passé

so the scene is dead!

Optimus.. just stick to your new hobby.. please..

and buried! (i hope)

optimus cosplay!

Didn't someone block his account? How did this happen? Crap..

hehehe old good times are back. another 40 threads please :)

optimhore: you said you'd fuck off and you didn't. make up your mind.

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just ignore him and dont answer

offtopic: OKKIE IS HERE http://images.google.de/images?q=verderben&hl=de&lr=&ie=UTF-8&start=60&sa=N
(3rd row, 1st pic)

"I just don't have much reasons to write at Pouet anymore."

Seems like you have a good thing going there, stick to it.

Demoscene folks are not always nice. I think they are even more arrogant than average people.

Well, i have been tripped over a ton of times in the scene. So cool off, if i trip over you, that's just because it's quite normal here. :)

Demoscene people think they are something special because they can compose crappy techno, copy pictures with photoshop and paste bad code together.

dalezy: ehm?

oh and stelthz.. you're an idiot!

a special idiot!

okkie, the link was already outdated.

dalezy: haha!! i am Okkie Osbourne at yar service :D

Now everything is absolutly clear!

Pouet and the scene is NOT my life! I know every predictable thing that your words mean..

I am going to find what's the problem with me and everything. I swear that I will use the knowledge I will regain during my way, in such a justifying way that will give a meaning to the whole struggle.

p.s. Now, you blocked my account and then released it back. Someone said an alternative permanent sollution, like that I can change my password so I won't be able to remember it. But I don't seem to be able to find where to do that thing now. You could tell me in any way, but I will try to search again..