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I was gonna go somewhere but thinking something about this stupid EQ shit. And decided to search for an EQ test. I found one, started it. Then I had seen 146 questions. Sometimes pushing the Next button was unresponsive. But worked. I thought, hey you have to do that trip today, don't finish this test. But I couldn't, I had to (even though I don't believe in EQ the way it's portrayed). So, I spend maybe 1 hour, I am in the fucking last questions, and I get an error for the browser with blank screen. I rage! I press back. It's there, I answer again and I get the same, cannot load the page. FUCK! I go back, forward, but I have to leave. I already lost a lot of time for nothing. Fuck, I wanted to write this here.

I was so infurious, spending an hour for this stupid test and not completing it. I feel incomplete, something is missing. Maybe it gave the conclusion itself, if I rage so much than I have a low EQ. Hahahahaha!!!

Fuck dat shit. I hate this thing, dragging me into completing it, spending so much time and then not being able to load at 99% of the process. It feels like I didn't got the end, I wasted so much time with it's 146 questions. Shite!

I wrote this to maybe unrage myself, because this will follow me for the day. Unless I drink a beer or two.

So, write here the things that raged you some days. This is a shrine of unraging.

The fact that I realized I had thrown away some source codes to some unreleased things that I'd definitely have wanted to keep.

Optimus: maybe that was part of the test.

I recently took an EQ test as well, and the result was 150+.

with what EQ do you test and what is the analyzer you use? *tihihi*
But the ending of this made me a bit angry https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rage_%28video_game%29

my EQ test shows +20dB on the lower frequencies

and obviously being slower with the EQ joke is a thing that made me rage today

Moral of the story: Online tests suck.

luckily there are plenty autism tests you can take on which you'll score very high!

The more tests you click, the more insane they´ll make you! :p
Additionally some of them are only phishing you! Or make a complete moron out of you! (99% and the internet breaks...the makers have a good laugh everytime someone falls for it!)
I wonder if there´ll be a day when i realize you stopped the helpless/unnecessary/stupid hunt for yourself! ;)
You are you, man is man, coder is coder, optimus is and stays optimus?! ;)
Forget about the search for the holy optimus-grail, the only thing you exactly know about yourself this way is that you like to test yourself!
BTW: I put a test in this message so you can test if you are a good testy! :P

It was indeed a test inside a test, lol.
I am better now.
I traveled to Edinburgh.
Then I bought a SNES. I never had a SNES.

@hardy: yeah, I know, test sucks, I wasn't angry about the test though, just for the fuck up near the end of an hour session.

better quit a test after 1hr than deleting code out of rage after 10 hrs :D

I have to agree with hardy on this one. Nothing can be gained from such tests. Either you know who you are and don't need a test to tell you, or you have serious self-confidence problems, but then those tests won't fix that up...

Yeah, I don't believe in the tests like crazy, but I do take them sometimes. I am just searching who I am. You are right, if I was fine with myself, why take those tests? Or why search for ways to "correct" something? I wouldn't be searching, I would think life is obvious and easy to live through.

I bet other people who were into this search might understand and we might understand each other. There are thousand of people on forums about personality search, enormous discussions. We are just stuck in a dead end.

Although I know what's wrong with me now. And it's more simple. Well, nothing is wrong, I am just who I am. But that doesn't help me with some things where other people are more successful. And maybe I should accept it. Sometimes I do. Sometimes people criticise me why I am back? Why am I not progressing like others?

ohh god. the bore... i just started one. i had to stop at 60+ tho... already at 30+ the questions get repetive and shit. what's the result: i post that i'm bored. i choose not to waste my time to file them all. it's logically. impatient tho. but emotionally stable. still having fun. :)

Actually i have a nice advice for you, you keep on asking why you dont make progress...lemme give you a cure to your pain...get into something completely new to you, being c# (plus some blender for 3D-models) and using a given engine to make a game, simply watch this Playlist:
Quill18 - Simple First Person Shooter in Unity3D

Get Unity3d here, it´s free and completely functionable (you can even release games made with it!), although there are some few limitations in the free version, but the license is 1500,-€ and you shouldn´t buy it before you know if it´s sth you´ll use for the next years, better test it first for some longer time and see if its what you want! ;)
http://unity3d.com/unity/download

Official Code-Tutorials for Unity3D:
Tutorials - Beginner Scripting - Lessons
Tutorials - Intermediate Scripting

All of the Official Tutorials

Blender here:
http://www.blender.org/download/

Hey, I am already using Unity in my work and I like it.

And me moron made all the effort with bbcode and link-finding! ;)

The Main-idea was getting you into sth different to what you are used to, maybe just think of sth alike yourself and just do that then! ;) It will help you for sure!
Maybe try everything you always wanted to try in your Life! ;) Like Bungee and Kickboxing and/or even jumping out of a Plane (with or without parachute, up to you and your danger-level! ;)
-Learn flying a helicopter!
-Get your own Flat, minimum 100kilometers away from Mom+Dad! ;)
-Get married to some unknown bitch in Las Vegas, fuck her Brain out until she forgets about being a bitch at all! (alternatively get some bitch off a catalogue, there are some, you only need to marry her to make it legal!)
-Visit Cologne (Evoke!) and get GAY!
-Visit Outline and get hooked on Mushrooms...oh, wait...thats another Thread of yours!
-Visit Outline and get hooked on Marijuana!!! Jah, MANN! :D
-Visit Boozembly, get specially drunk and puke on GamerLamers while your new Intro runs on the BigScreen at Assembly!
-Visit the Loveparade in Berlin 2001 ! (This one needs me to fix the last bugs of TimeMachine.exe first! Keep patient! )

If you wonder, the FluxCompensator.dll keeps throwing exceptions like
"You seem not to be Doc Emmet Brown, try again earlier in time to get more informations on how to proceed/%$%§$$"!/(+ErrorCode:-13 ErrorMessage: Time is less than actual Time of FluxCompensator. Please enter more Garbage!"
Driving me insane, you know! ;)

ErrorCode:1 is funny btw, keeps asking me to buy some "JMC Delorean from 1984" for NO FUCKING reason! WTF?!

Ok. Here we go.

A fame-hungry attention-whore couple who have little to contribute towards the human race other than the fact that they are who they are and they aren't morbidly obese got married. The woman for the third time and lets hope this one lasts longer than the other ones...
In the same time period a fairly crazy young man decided to go out and kill pretty much anybody he came into contact with in a small community because he felt that as a virgin at 22 he was somehow missing out.

If only that young bloke had been in the right place at the right time.

Yeah, I heard about the second story, very sad.

But where is the first story?